Allaah mere ustaad hai.n - Reshma
V S Rawat
(available at www.bhaskar.com in madhurima section. but some font is
required for reading it and there is no link on the site to download
that. I had already downloaded their font bhaskar.ttf ages ago. but in
that too, several characters are not coming correct.)
hence not posting link. Such unprofessionals should not cry for copyright.
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##hero film## me.n gaaye giit 'lambii judaa_ii' se bhaaratiiy dilo.n
me.n apanii khaas pahachaan banaane waalii reshamaa ne lambe samay
baad haal hii me.n pradarshit ##film## 'jo teraa naam thaa' me.n
apanii aawaaz dii. is ##film## ke ##promotion## ke liye pichhale
dino.n we dillii aa_ii.n thii.n
sahaj, saral swabhaaw aur khulii aawaaz kii swaaminii hai.n reshamaa.
prakR^iti kii god me.n palii.n, so vaisii hii kharii aur sachchii
hai.n. shaKshiyat kii saadagii aawaaz me.n bayaa.n hotii hai. pichhale
dino.n unake dillii prawaas ke dauran reNu kha.ngawaal ne unase
baatachiit karii.
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Allaah mere ustaad hai.n - Reshma
meraa janm bhaarat me.n raajasthaan ke biikaaner shahar me.n ek
ba.njaaraa parivaar me.n hu_aa. mere maataa-pitaa bhii bhaarat ke hii
rahane waale the. ham log peshe se saudaagar the. bhai.nso.n wa
uu.nTho.n ko lekar bhaarat se paakistaan jaanaa aur wahaa.n se
pashu_o.n ko lekar bhaarat aanaa hamaare kabiile kaa vyaapaar thaa.
jahaa.N raat hotii ham wahii.n apanaa Deraa Daal dete aur subah hote
hii aage kii yaatraa par chal pa.Date.
aisii hii ek vyaapaarik yaatraa par ham log pashu_o.n ko lekar
paakistaan gaye huye the ki dekh kaa ba.nTawaaraa ho gayaa aur ham log
paakistaan me.n hii rah gaye. is tarah kabiile ke we saare log jo
paakistaan gaye huye the, paakistaan me.n hii rah gaye aur baakii
hi.ndustaan me.n. mai.n us samay kewal ek mahiine kii thii. gaane kaa
shauq mujhe bachapan se hii thaa.
nuurajahaa.N, shamashaad begam wa lataajii ke gaane sunaa karatii
thii. ham do bhaa_ii bahan hai.n mai.nne mannat maa.ngii thii ki agar
mere bhaa_ii kii shaadii ho jaayegii to mai.n shahabaaj kala.ndar kii
daragaah par jaa_u.ngii. jab allaah ne merii muraad puurii kii to
mai.n kala.ndar kii daragaah par ga_ii aur bhaa_ii kii shaadii kii
khushii me.n wahaa.n gaanaa gaa rahii thii 'damaadam mast kala.ndar....'
us samay wahaa.n raDio paakistaan, karaachii ke ##director## saliim
giilaanii saahab bhii aaye huye the. mai.n unhe.n nahii.n jaanatii
thii. unho.nne mujhe gaate dekhaa aur sunaa. gaanaa khatm hone ke baad
giilaanii saahab mere paas aaye aur meraa naam puuchhaa phir kahane
lage 'kyaa aap ##radio## ke liye gaanaa chaahe.ngii?'
mai.nne kahaa '##radio## ke liye gaanaa hamaare kabiile me.n achchhaa
nahii.n samajhaa jaataa. lekin aap mujhe apanaa pataa de de.n, agar
qismat me.n hu_aa to aapake paas aa kar haazarii duu.ngii.' unake paas
kaagaz nahii.n thaa isaliye unho.nne ##cigarette## kii Dibbii par hii
apanaa naam pataa likhakar mujhe de diyaa.
takariiban ek saal baad hamaaraa karaachii jaanaa hu_aa. mai.n bahut
Kush hu_ii. apanii kuchh saheliyo.n ke saath saliim saahab se milane
unake diye pate par ga_ii. pahale to chaukiidaar ne hame.n a.ndar hii
nahii.n aane diyaa phir ##chit## dekhane ke baad bolaa 'yah to hamaare
##director## saahab kaa naam hai.'
mai.nne kahaa - ' yah to mujhe nahii.n maaluum lekin unho.nne mujhe
bulaayaa hai.' phir wah hame.n a.ndar lekar gayaa, to gilaanii saahab
mujhe dekhate hii pahachaan gaye. aur bole - 'to tum zi.ndaa ho? itane
samay baad aayii ho.' mujhe gilaanii saahab se mile do tiin saal to ho
hii chuke the, lekin itane lambe samay tak bhii unho.nne mujhe yaad
rakhaa aur yahii mere liye Kushii kii baat thii. unho.nne mujhase phir
puuchhaa ki - 'kyaa tum ##radio## ke liye gaanaa gaanaa chaahogii?'
mai.nne jawaab diyaa ki ##radio## ke liye to nahii.n lekin aap waise
hii sun liijiye jaisaa mai.nne daragaah me.n gaayaa thaa. usake baad
we log mujhe ek ba.nd kamare me.n le gaye. unho.nne mujhe ek jagah
kha.Daa kar diyaa. mai.nne puuchhaa ki mere aage yah la.mbaa saa
Da.nDaa kyo.n lagaa diyaa, to ek ##madam## bolii.n 'ik Da.nDe ko
##mike## kahate hai.n aur ab aapako is Da.nDe kii taraf hii mu.nh kar
ke gaanaa gaanaa hai.'
kamare me.n ek taraf Dholak, haaramoniyam lekar saaji.nde baiThe the.
saliim saahab bole 'jab ham ishaaraa kare.nge to tum gaanaa aur jab
haath se chup hone kaa ishaaraa kare.nge, to chup ho jaanaa.' is tarah
us Da.nDe kii taraf mu.nh karake mai.nne pahalaa gaanaa gaayaa. sabase
pahale damaadam mast kala.ndar.... phir haay o rabbaa dil na_iyo
lagadaa meraa.... kitthe nainaa jo.Dii....
is tarah kuchh gaane unho.nne mujhase gawaaye. phir ek aadamii aayaa
aur usane meraa gaanaa gaate huye ##photo## bhii khii.nch liyaa.
wahaa.N kaa maahaul bilkul ghar jaisaa lag rahaa thaa. jab merii
##photo## khii.nchii ga_ii to mai.n Dar ga_ii ki reshamaa ab terii
khair nahii.n. ye log terii ##photo## kabiile waalo.n ko zaruur
dikhaaye.nge aur bataaye.nge ki mai.n yahaa.n aa_ii thii. mai.n
wahaa.n se binaa kisii ko bataaye chupachaap chalii aa_ii.
ghar aa_ii to shaam ko ##radio## waalo.n ne mere gaane hii bajaa diye.
meraa bhaa_ii merii aawaaz turant pahachaan gayaa aur bolaa - are
maa.n yah to reshamaa kii aawaaz hai. tuu kahaa.n gaa kar aa_ii? mai.n
ne jawaab diyaa ek ghar saa thaa, mai.nne to wahii.n gaayaa thaa. ab
yah ##radio## par kaise baj rahaa hai, mujhe nahii.n maaluum.
##radio## par apanii aawaaz sun kar mai.n Kud hairaan thii ki aisaa
kaise ho gayaa.
mai.nne to gilaanii saahab ke saamane gaayaa thaa, yah ##radio## me.n
kaise baj rahaa hai. is tarah merii gaayakii kii shuru_aat hu_ii. us
samay mujhe ek mahiine 10 gaane ##radio## par gaane hote the. phir bad
me.n mai.nne ##radio## me.n naukarii bhii kii. mere pitaa to bachapan
me.n hii allaah ko pyaare ho gaye the. maa.n ne paalaa. we chaahatii
thii.n ki jab aawaaz achchhii hai to mujhe zaruur gaanaa chaahiye.
gaane se merii maa.N ko ko_ii shiqaayat nahii.n thii.
agar shiqaayat thii to hamaare kabiile waalo.n ko. shuruu-shuruu me.n
hamaare kabiile ke logo.n ne mujhe aur merii maa.n ko bahut taane
maare, lekin jaise-jaise mujhe prasiddhi milatii ga_ii, sab apane aap
hii chup ho gaye. mai.nne ka_ii kaaryakram bhii diye. gaane ke
silasile me.n america, kanaaDaa, la.ndan aadi ka_ii dekho.n kii
yaatraaye.n bhii kii.n. phir merii maa.n bhii allaah ko pyaarii ho
ga_ii, is ghaTanaa ne mujhe a.ndar tak hilaa diyaa.
log mujhase aksar puuchhate the ki - reshamaa tumhaaraa ustaad kaun
hai? isakaa mere paas ko_ii jawaab nahii.n hotaa thaa kyo.nki mai.nne
sa.ngiit kii vidhiwat shikshaa nahii.n lii. ek baar naushaad saahab se
kahaa ki - mai.n kahatii huu.N kii allaah meraa usataad hai to sab
mujh par ha.nsate hai.n. baabaa (naushaad saahab) tum mujhe apanaa
shaagird banaa lo. to wah kahane lage mai.n tumhe.n kyaa sikhaa_u.ngaa.
mai.nne kahaa mere liye to aapakii du_aaye.n hii bahut hai.n. is tarah
mai.n naushaad saahab kii shaagird ho gayii. log mujhase sawaal karate
hai.n ki mujhe bhaarat adhik pasa.nd hai yaa paakistaan? meraa janm
bhaarat me.n hu_aa aur paalan poShaN paakistaan me.n. dono.n mulk
merii do aa.nkhe.n hai.n mujhe dono.n se pyaar hai.
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pa.Dhii likhii na hone kaa afasos to hai. pa.Dhanaa likhanaa nahii.n
jaanatii thii, isaliye gaane raTakar gaatii thii ab bhii raTakar hii
gaatii huu.N. ##autograph## maa.ngane kaa chalan hamaare zamaane me.n
bhii thaa, lekin itanaa nahii.n jitanaa aajakal hai. jab mai.n
mashahuur hone lagii to log mere paas aa kar mujhase ##autograph##
maa.ngate the. us samay ##autograph## ke naam par mere paas, meraa
a.nguuThaa hotaa thaa. phir mai.nne alif be pe te kaa qaayadaa
siikhaa, isase mujhe yah faayadaa hu_aa ki mai.nne apanaa naam
likhanaa siikh liyaa. ab mai.n shabdo.n ko bhii pahachaan letii huu.N.
kaayadaa siikhane se gaane ko samajhane me.n bhii tho.Dii sii aasaanii
ho ga_ii. mai.n maanatii huu.N ki pa.Dhanaa likhanaa bahut zaruurii
hai. mai.nne apane chaaro.n bachcho.n ko pa.Dhaayaa hai.
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